Expectations
I feel a certain way. A dynamic wave and tide. A feeling I’ve felt before. Oh yeah, once per year, every year. Now, I demand little from most, but the utmost from some. And on this day, equal to Saint Crispin’s Day, I fight a battle indeed. I expect too much from some, and not […]
Fear
As I try to push for more and more, I sense fear envelop my being. Afraid of failure, that those who support me will not reap the benefit of their investment, both emotional and financial. I move forward, trembling, shivering, as if a cold chill and breeze were upon me. I turn my head against […]
Lose It All
If you’re going to try something, only do it if you’re willing to lose everything. I tried everything, willing to lose it all, because I knew when I came home at night, to the most precious thing I had in the world, she would be there, and I would once again be rich. I was […]